Points of Light, I've not written in a while. As for me, I need writing to see clearly. As the light I embrace pierces the darkness that can still shroud my heart, a pause can help me see words that bring beauty into my life.
I'd love to think I'm a poet, I'm not, but words can still sooth my soul. I find I lose my way in life when I've not paused to just feel those words that so much want to comfort my pitiful heart. Isn't that the way of life without light? BTW, What I've written here is by no means straight forward, and that's done on purpose. Please take your time reading this - then think about it, ponder and contemplate it. I feel it'll be rewarding!
To move, to positively pass-through time, that's so worth it - that's breathing, that's living a life. Fear can steal a breath, end a movement, make an assured step become hesitant. And what do I desire so much that gives gravity to fear? Love, of course; closeness, of course; another, of course. How? Loss of it all. To lose love and closeness and another - that is fear and the gravity tethered to it. But words stay with me until they don't. No words bring along being scared; being afraid. Then the search. Looking. A feeling, a deep thought, a flood of emotion. Where do I find light? In the Pause. Pause. Pause. In my heart, here. Embrace. Singing, touching with tenderness, being kind. One word, then two, more follow. Poetry in the beauty speaking warmth, calling me, asking me to join in. I desired you with a great desire. All the colors and the places their abundance take me. Stay with me, I want you and your voice where it's written - each and every letter so dear to my heart. Welcome back!
Love and Peace,
Tod w/only one d
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